May I ask a favor of you?

[ ooc: Not back from hiatus, just breaking it for Rena. I promise I will eventually get to old RLs that need to be done, guys. I'm sorry I haven't gotten around to finishing them up.

Anyway, Rena will be getting a designer piece from Simon G. It has been placed in a small, white box, and blue ribbon has been tied around it vertically and horizontally. Looks very professional because l-lol, Quatre didn't tie the pretty bow. Underneath the bow is a little card that says "from Quatre" on one side and "happy birthday" in nice cursive handwriting on the other. ]

Tags: apollo, hiatus, ic, locked, ooc, rena
Current Location: L3 X-18999
Humeur actuelle: busy

It seems I've put off visiting resource statellites long enough, and there are several meetings with colonial representatives I must make. I shouldn't be gone longer for more than a few weeks. I hope to return and see everyone soon.

And River: Duo apologizes, but he has to leave for several weeks as well. He mentioned he'd try to contact you if he could.

[ Locked to Rena; not hackable ]

If anything begins to happen...let me know, please?

[ ooc: Originally a longer post with a private part about Rena, how much he cares for little sister, and that he failed her like one of his biological sisters, who is dead. All deleted because virus'd Apollo and Cori has freaked him out to leaving asap. ]

Tags: apollo, cori, duo, hakuna matata virus, hiatus, ic, locked, public, rena, work work work

I'm sure you've become aware of your ex-husband's current...dealings. If you are willing to, might we discuss a few things about him?

[ ooc: Obviously, very backdated. ]

Tags: ic, locked, lucy, master

I...have a favor to ask of you. I know I have no right to, considering the last time we spoke I was somewhat hostile and we haven't been on any good terms since we've known each other.

But please, Akabane needs to be rescued. Very few members of the community can do the job, and you're the only one who even realized what had attacked him. I'm not asking you to rid of these Weeping Angels -- just simply find him and take him back to his proper time. Please, for Rena.

...I'm sure you could find something I can do in repayment.

[ ooc: ...I highly encourage bruising his pride even more. XD; ]

Tags: boy is crazy, ic, locked, master, rena

Honestly, you two worry too much. She isn't as dangerous as you like to think, and I am very capable of taking care of myself. Or have you forgotten? ...Though I do appreciate the concern. Just try not to be unreasonable.

And Duo, do contain your enthusiasm for being so argumentative. I can't keep an eye on you when it's trained on Rena instead.

I'll try to be home soon though, but I doubt I will be. We'll see.

[ ooc: Posted whenever he has the time with helping Rena. ]

Tags: duo, heero, ic, locked, rena
Current Location: Rena's verse
Humeur actuelle: frustrated

Simon...

Are you alright?

Tags: ic, locked, simon, what the fuck

I'm sorry I worried you, Heero. I...But it -- it was just something I had to do. If it hadn't been such short notice, I would have said something or left a note of some sort. And I'm sorry I didn't let you know I've been back sooner; I collapsed in bed and stayed there for most of the day.

...And on the bright side, I learned how to use a rather foreign method of surgery. Not that I wish to actually repeat it. I prefer treatment I'm rather use to... I don't think I'll ever be truly accustomed to magic.

[ Locked to Rena ]

Are you feeling a little better?

Tags: boy is crazy, heero, ic, locked, lol potions, public, rena
Humeur actuelle: exhausted
Musique actuelle: silence

I miss my father.

I gravitate towards those who are emotionally vacant.

I want to do what's right, what's my goal.

But I don't want to do it this way--not right now, at least.

I wish I hadn't crumbled so fast.

I don't want to feel this way anymore.

...We can be normal, can't we?

[ ooc: He's been so damn moody in my head. I'm really hoping this will help. :|

* Hackable if you're a really damn good expert. ]

Tags: ic, locked, mine is a ridiculous emo
Current Location: L4-A0137
Humeur actuelle: crushed

It seems among the many Winner traditions I have been upholding, running away is one of them. And it seems funny I would uphold that one; I hated my father for it and condemned it when he died, promised myself I would never do such a thing, and yet... Here I am: my father's son and ever the runner.

I lost my courage, my faith in my convictions. The people have recovered, but the individuals...there are parents without children, families empty because of missing members, lovers incomplete with the dead, soldiers who cannot function as normal citizens. I couldn't believe in any righteous justification I've made, knowing that I've caused this broken generation; I can't believe it anymore. There will never be any justification that is right for the sorrow war causes; there are only 'should have's and 'could have's.

We did what was right, but nothing rectifies the dead. Not even the aching desire to offer myself to them on my knees and palms up, to let them crucify me as I deserve. But I can't do that. I can't give up; I have to stand stronger, to not let their lives be in vain, to continue the fight of not achieving peace but maintaining it.

That...that was what my father fought for. His path was different than mine, but I stand firm in the choices I've made, will continue to walk this path. I am my father's son, and I am resigned to certain inescapable fates. But my path is different in reaching that fate; it always has been.

When I return home...I want him to know to this.

[ ooc: Set viewable to select persons. Heero Yuy, Duo Maxwell, Trowa Barton, Chang Wufei, and Miles Edgeworth. ]

Tags: daddy j j, i blame edgeworth, ic, locked, mine is a ridiculous emo
Current Location: Berne
Humeur actuelle: melancholy
Musique actuelle: Consolation No. 3 in D flat major (Liszt)