Play a tune for the new sky

CRIT. & CONTACT POST.

2008-10-19T00:31:38Z

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[ ooc ] Notes.

2008-09-30T21:19:04Z

It's taking up space in my files, and I won't really need them again. (I think.) But it's good to have them around still.

BRIEF REACTIVE PSYCHOSIS [In some rare cases, individuals may remain in a state of full-blown psychosis for many years, or perhaps have attenuated psychotic symptoms (such as low intensity hallucinations) present at most times.] >>> thought disorders, not ftd (*).

1st - brp. Extreme stress (war, delicate situations, rejection of him [colonies' peace & family], father's death, possibly sister's death). Coherent, delusional. Worsen by ZERO (Zoning and Emotional Range Omitted) system. Angry, violent, hysterical.
~ FOCUS: destroy the universe, they're wrong, righting them.

2nd - Extreme stress (haunting, people killed, tormenting). Incoherent [adoption of River's sent. syntax (**)] - languages, Cain & Abel, stars, burnt flesh, random bits. Adoption & adaption of River's psychosis >>> verbalizing thought disorders into formal. Timid, fearful, hysterical.
~ FOCUS: Cain & Abel, burnt flesh, forgiveness.

3rd - Stress (recovering from depression & psychosis, work, crazy ass comm is fucking crazy, not being able to shake Riverese). Incoherent [adoption of River's sent. syntax (**)] - Wonderland (from previous conversation, Cheshire Cat). Skimmed the book later, focused completely on it. Docile, playful.
~ FOCUS: Wonderland >>> why River's speech/need help/would like many things & normalcy.

4th - Extreme stress (tied to Akabane, witnessed murders, could do nothing to stop it). Coherent, delusional, hallucinating. Presence of ZERO, ghosts >>> auditory hallucinations. Mostly angry, violent, hysterical. When docile, focused on a Tale of Two Cities - found the book, skimmed it. Focused on it still when returning to previous state.
~ FOCUS: Zero, ghosts (dreams), Tale of Two Cities >>> we will change them, I won't ask for forgiveness; I was right, we are the knitters

~ FIXATES. Most likely to find some ground, something steady & constant in an erratic point of behavior & thought.

** Adoption unintentional, hard to shake. Folie simultanée >>> ftd, attaching to another: easily brought out, to not feel alone, can't stop; most likely, would do the same with someone else in ftd.

* V. aware unstable. Head is a mess: association of colors, languages, songs; thinks music & music theory before connecting it to something else; metaphors, imagery; morbid in hysterical phases. Caused by ZERO - changing chemistry of an already unbalanced chemistry creates thought disorder once the majority of the system is detached from the brain.

Hallucinations: auditory; temperature & pressure >>> being touched by ghosts, in a cockpit.
Delusions: have to destroy the universe to "teach" them they're wrong.

schizoaffective disorder (?) >>> two major depressive episodes (after 1st psychotic episode, after zero sum); four psychotic episodes. Constant thought disorder since 1st psychotic episode. Sensitive, easily saddened.

Reactive attachment disorder
Martyr complex
Messiah complex
Inferiority complex

Entry o24: (no subject)

2008-08-16T09:14:27Z

Well, this is a strange time to return to the community... This most recent virus is as ridiculous as the Pokémon Virus, if a bit more bearable. I think I'd prefer being an actual animal instead of a floating...creature. Either way, it's rather tame, and I'm thankful for that much.

Not quite as thankful for the fact he chased Toulouse and Janan is close to throwing a fit. At least she's controlled enough to wait for something else to happen. That...or telling her Heero left for work for a few days has evened out her anger. I'm not sure which, at the moment.

And Duo, stop laughing.

[ ooc: ...because the meme that went around reminded me I miss everyone, and that Quatre hasn't spoken to Rena and Nabooru in a while. ;_; And feel free to remind me what threads and RLs we need to finish here, too, guys. I kinda lost my list. ]

[ RL ] Heero: it's a puppy!

2008-08-16T01:35:53Z

[Well, Heero. Where have you gone?

Quatre is curious and a bit worried he hasn't seen Heero all day, and he hasn't thought to check the community. Because the idea that one of his best friends has been turned into a dog due to a virus isn't a person's first thought. At least he's checking Heero's room, with a little knock on the door.] Heero?

[ ooc: Still on hiatus. Puppy!Heero is too adorable to pass up. ]

[ Locked from Rena ] Entry o23: Apollo.

2008-07-05T06:02:23Z

May I ask a favor of you?

[ ooc: Not back from hiatus, just breaking it for Rena. I promise I will eventually get to old RLs that need to be done, guys. I'm sorry I haven't gotten around to finishing them up.

Anyway, Rena will be getting a designer piece from Simon G. It has been placed in a small, white box, and blue ribbon has been tied around it vertically and horizontally. Looks very professional because l-lol, Quatre didn't tie the pretty bow. Underneath the bow is a little card that says "from Quatre" on one side and "happy birthday" in nice cursive handwriting on the other. ]

Entry o22: Business.

2008-06-19T02:23:36Z

It seems I've put off visiting resource statellites long enough, and there are several meetings with colonial representatives I must make. I shouldn't be gone longer for more than a few weeks. I hope to return and see everyone soon.

And River: Duo apologizes, but he has to leave for several weeks as well. He mentioned he'd try to contact you if he could.

[ Locked to Rena; not hackable ]

If anything begins to happen...let me know, please?

[ ooc: Originally a longer post with a private part about Rena, how much he cares for little sister, and that he failed her like one of his biological sisters, who is dead. All deleted because virus'd Apollo and Cori has freaked him out to leaving asap. ]

[ Locked to Lucy; unhackable ] Entry o21: Ms. Saxon.

2008-06-18T05:37:02Z

I'm sure you've become aware of your ex-husband's current...dealings. If you are willing to, might we discuss a few things about him?

[ ooc: Obviously, very backdated. ]

[ RL ] Ten: why is there a phonebooth in my parlor?

2008-06-06T04:59:44Z

[Quatre is waiting for Ten in a parlor, mind running a mile a minute. About the different realities some people have experiencing, the fact Saxon is behind it, the Tams and their involvement, plans already forming to put a stop to this -- really, a mile a minute on anything related to the current events. He's thinking so much his poor cup of tea has gone completely ignored.

And even though his mind is far past the point, he's excepting Janan, one of the mansion's maids, will lead Ten to the room when he arrives. Poor Quatre is in for a surprise.]

[ ooc: skdjf I'm so very sorry that this took forever when it's so short. ; ; Lots of excuses but none worth use. Sorry. ]

[ RL Log ] Heero: of kittens and decisions.

2008-06-05T01:27:26Z

Quatre has a new cat, Toulouse, now! He isn't very pretty to look at it, but he's still sweet. And is also telepathic. He's been sitting in Quatre's lap mostly since he's arrived, and Toulouse needs to be a little socialized. So does Heero. Not that Quatre will really confront him about that since he's so busy with work and watching Master. There's a nice moment for all that instead.

Quatre: [Heeeero~, where are you? Quatre is looking for you with a mostly hairless, big headed cat in his arms. Some things may or may not be levitating as he walks by them. Quatre says "stop that" when he notices, and usually, it does. ...he has to find all those toys he bought and put somewhere.]

Heero: [Heero's actually being human and getting food~ The kitchen's a nice place to randomly sit with a sandwich you know- though he's kind of wondering why he keeps thinking that knife he was using is floating. He's blaming it on the lack of sleep, he has to be seeing things.]

Q: [But Heero's a robot! And naaah, it's not the lack of sleep; it's definitely floating. But Quatre's found him. Have a grin.] Heero!

H: [Not a robot~! Still blaming lack of sleep.] Quatre- [pauses and stares at the cat].....What is that thing you are holding?

Q: [Have a D: faise.] He's not a thing! He's a kitten, and his name is Toulouse. [Quatre will admit he's not the prettiest thing to look at though.]

H: [Still staring at it.] Toulouse...[looks hesitant]...Can I hold him?

Q: [Kitty is staring right back at you, Heero, enough the knife drops. But Quatre is smiling now.] Of course!

H: [Glances at the knife, but looks right back at the cat a few seconds later.] [Holds out arms for the cat.]

Q: [Gives Toulouse to him and just smiiiiles. Much better than a weasel, right?]

H: [Pets and holds Toulouse, trying not to accidentally squish the poor thing. Is much better than a weasel though] He's...small and pretty light...[Was totally expecting cats to weigh more.]

Q: [Aw, he's purring. He likes that petting, Heero.] He is still a kitten. [Sitting down and watching them with his hands clasped under his chin.]

H: Really? [Holds Toulouse out and away from him as if studying it.] Makes sense...[Cradles the cat close and scratches under its chin.]

Q: [Nods.] And Toulouse insists he's male. [The petting and scratching are nice, but stop calling him an it. He doesn't like that.]

H: Does he now? [smirks and continues petting Toulouse. Heero will try and remember not to call him an it anymore.]

Q: Mhm... He's apparently telepathic. [You can stare like he's crazy if you want, Heero. Quatre won't blame you. But Toulouse appreciates that and have more purring.]

H: Tele...pathic? [Stare at Quatre, then stares at Toulouse.] Explains why I saw the damn knife floating. [He's heard crazier things really.]

Q: Yes, it seems it's a mutation from being raised with Sa -- [His thoughtful face just turned a little bwuh?] -- it was levitating? [If a cat could look proud, Toulouse sure does.]

H: Raised with who? [Lol you hit his curious button Quatre.] And yes, the knife floated several times...I thought I was seeing things at first...[Toulouse does look rather proud...]

Q: [Playfully flicks Toulouse's ear, which just gets a headshake like cats do when their ears have been messed with.] You aren't suppose to levitate things. [Looks back at Heero.] With Saxon.

H: [Chuckles at the headshake Toulouse gave.] As long as they aren't dangerous things I don't see why he can't levitate them...[Looks at Quatre curiously.] Saxon...ah I see...

Q: Yes, but I'd rather he not frighten the house staff or strain himself trying to. [He really needs to find those toys, so Toulouse can levitate those and play with them.] But yes... [Frowns because he's thinking about Saxon now.]

H: ...Scaring the staff would be troublesome...[Those toys would be very handy.] ...Quatre? [That frown worries him you know.]

Q: [It worries Toulouse, too. He's making a little mewling noise.] Hm? [Takes him a moment but he eventually looks at Heero after hearing his name.]

H: [Frowns slightly, looking worried.] Is everything all right?

Q: [Looks a little surprised and smiles a bit.] Yes! It's just -- Saxon is up to something; I don't know what, but... [It's bothering the hell out of him. He's petting Toulouse now and smiling a little.] He has such a weak cry.

H: ...What kind of something? [Well great, now Heero's all worried about this too.] He's still a kitten, like you said...it's will probably be weak until he's bigger. [lol talking about Toulouse helps distract a bit apparently?]

Q: [A bit. But Quatre will be quiet while petting Toulouse, who's purring again.] ...The kind of something that puts innocent people in harm's way.

H: [Toulouse calms nerve oddly enough- Heero likes him.] ....If or when he tries something... Are you planning on stepping in?

Q: [Maybe it's the telepathic thing? But he likes Heero, too~.] [Have that determined look that says nothing is going to stop him, Heero.] Yes.

H: [Must be. Good to know he's liked as well~.] [He was expecting that from you Quatre, really.] ...I'll join you then. [Don't tell him to do otherwise, he's set on helping.]

Q: [Psychic kitty comfort?] [He was excepting that from you, Heero. And he won't tell otherwise because he knows that same determination. Quatre will nod though and leave it at that.]

H: [Yes~ Is good comfort~.] [Good. Heero was really hoping nothing would be said about that.]

Q: [Quatre thinks so, too~. Have a smile from him, too.] I think Toulouse likes you. [He's being adorable and pawing at Heero's bangs.]

H: [Have a smile in return- though it's interrupted by him laughing because Toulouse keeps pawing at his bangs.] It seems that way...I like him too, so I guess that's a good thing.

Q: [Grinning. Because that's adorable, and it's good to hear Heero laugh.] It is. He needs someone to keep him company besides me.

H: [Nods and smiles a bit.] I'll be more than happy to keep him company as well.

Q: Good. It's a little hard to work with a kitten in my lap.

H: I'll handle him while you work then. [Grins.]

Q: [Oh, Heero looks so good with that grin.] Thank you. I think he'll have something more interesting to do than listen to me with you.

H: [Boy really needs to grin more *nods*] ...I don't see how I can be more interesting...

Q: [Chuckles.] Ranting about economics has to be terribly boring for a kitten though. [Pauses.] Maybe I'll find the toys I set aside for him.

H: [Laughs.] I suppose a kitten would find that boring. [Blinks.] You can't find the toys you got him?

Q: [Blushes and chuckles sheepishly a little.] I put them somewhere, got sidetracked, and haven't found them since... I should ask the house staff.

H: [Chuckles. He finds the fact Quatre lost them oddly adorable.] They shouldn't be too hard to find...

Q: [A-aw, it is kinda cute, isn't it?] I thought so as well. [Truth: he gets sidetracked every time he looks.]

H: [Really kinda cute~] I'll help you look for them if you'd like. [Question: What sidetracks him?]

Q: [Hee. Have a smile, Heero.] That would be nice. [Work, other things he remembers, calls, keeping Toulouse from levitating things.]

H: [And have a smile in return, Quatre.] When do you want to look? [Lots of distractions then~.]

Q: Perhaps when you finish eating. [He kinda interrupted that, didn't he? And indeed, lots. You'd think the last one would remind him, but usually whatever is levitating reminds him of something else.]

H: That would work. [Lol he kinda forgot he was eating once Toulouse was introduced.] [Looks from the cat in his arms to his sandwich.] Could you take him back then? [small laugh.]

Q: [Small chuckle.] Of course. [Takes kitty away, who paws at Heero's bangs as he goes and continues to reach when he's in Quatre's arms.]

H: [Grins and pets the kitten once more before moving to wash his hands. Toulouse is probably a clean cat, but Heero is OCD about that sort of thing.] [Grabs his sandwich and eats it.]

Q: [Quatre doesn't blame him; it is a cat, after all.] [Petting Toulouse though and kinda caught up in playing with him, lulz.]

H: [Sandwiches are quick to finish off, he's kinda done with it already.] [He really doesn't want to interrupt play time though- it's cute.]

Q: [That was fast, not that Quatre notices. Because totally teasing Toulouse by playing with his paws; silly cat hasn't used his claws yet.]

H: [It was a small sandwich, and boy was hungry...he eats fast.] [Chuckles lightly at the cute picture Quatre and Toulouse make- they really are so adorable.]

Q: [They are. But Quatre is stopping and looking up because of that chuckle. Totally smiling.] Hm?

H: [Grins.] Nothing...[Moves to pet Toulouse again.] I'm ready to help you look for those toys whenever you want to.

Q: [Purring Toulouse is purring.] Oh! [Smiles again and stands. Tiem to find those toys!]

H: [Aw cute Toulouse is cute.] Any idea where we should look? [Follows along~]

Q: Not really? [Sheepish look.] It has to be in some room near my office though.

H: [Laughs.] Lets just search the rooms around there then. If they don't turn up we can see if someone put them somewhere.

Q: [Smiles.] Sounds like a plan. [La la la, they go on search, find them, and have more cute moments. The end.]

[ RL Log ] Heero: it can be cuddle tiems again.

2008-05-22T05:16:12Z

Master, Duo, and Simon are big meanies, and Quatre is very frustrated and upset because of it. Heero is nice though. ♥

Quatre: [This seems familiar -- late at night, Quatre wandering around, wide awake. Not really wandering though; he's heading for Heero's room because he's avoided Heero since he's been home, and now is great a time as any.]

Heero: [Good thing Heero's still awake- then again he was usually awake most late nights anyway. He's just sitting in his room, doing what ever it is he does on that computer of his.]

Q: [Stalking people? At least that's what Duo thinks he does. Next to porn, lulz.] [But Quatre's knocking on the door~.]

H: [Definitely the stalking. Stalking is more fun.] [Glances at the door.] Come in.

Q: [Secret dramaz lover, Heero?] [Does so and smiles a little weakly.] Hey...

H: [Maybe...Not that he'll ever admit such a thing.] [Surprised to see you Quatre, considering the whole 'avoiding' thing.] ....Hey

Q: [I bet he watches soap operas for the lulz.] [H-he had work, and he wasn't sure if Heero was going to corner him about that worry thing or not.] Not interrupting anything, am I?

H: [He does not.] [...Uh huh, we'll go with that explaination.] No, you're not. [Puts laptop away. Quatre is more important.]

Q: [Liiiaaar.] [It's a good one! At least according to Quatre.] Oh... [Sits, still smiling weakly. He isn't sure he wants to be important right now.] How've you been? Besides worried.

H: [Not a lie....they'd have to be in Spanish.] [Fine fine, it is a good one.] [He's going to be important right now anyway.] I've been well enough, I suppose given the worry... How have you been? I haven't seen you since you got back home...[Here's a chance to test how good that excuse is]

Q: [Spanish soap operas. The acting is pretty lulz-worthy, then.] More tired than anything else... [His heart is aching a lot, too.] I've been busy with work all day...

H: [But shhhh that's a deep dark secret.] Work...[He's not believing it, but he'll cut you a break Quatre.] You might need some rest...especially after that impromtu trip of yours. [Ignore the underlying hurt tone there, the fact Quatre went MIA and didn't even leave a note-kinda hurts you know.]

Q: [Only when he's very very bored?] [He was working! Mostly. Didn't you see that post of his, Heero?] I'm not that tired. [He would if Duo and Simon hadn't snapped at him, so have a bit of a harsh tone with that.]

H: [Exactly....very very very bored.] [Yeah, but even with work it's a bit weird not to run into eachother before now you know.] If you're sure you'll be all right...[He's just concerned really.]

Q: [Well, he was in meetings and all, y'know.] ...I'm sorry. I'm just. Frustrated. [And he says that with a sigh.]

H: [Still strange in Heero's opinion.] Frustrated.... [Care to elaborate Quatre? Because he isn't going to admit to stalking posts concerning you, you know.]

Q: [Well, that' his opinion.] Mm... Well, everyone knows -- I made a deal with a man I hate. Duo and I argued over it. [That's why Duo left with a quick goodbye, by the way, Heero~.] And Simon's rather angry about it, too. [Sorta :/, sorta sad faise goes here.]

H: [And he's going to stick with his opinion then.] ....You made a deal...[Those terms make him uncomfortable.] I suspect that this argument with Duo didn't end well between the two of you. [At least that explains that sudden departure of Duo's.] With other's judging such a decision....I can see where the frustration comes from. [He's not going to judge Quatre, you've had enough of that, he thinks.]

Q: [Deal was more like begging, and it hurts his pride so damn much.] N-no, it didn't. [Looks down at his hands.] I...I said something I should have never, and apologies are too cheap to take it back. [Pauses.] You're still obviously upset about my leaving to help Rena. And I just can't seem to please the people who matter most at the moment. [Quatre really appreciates that.]

H: [He's trying hard not to ask about that deal at all you know.] I do not know what exactly you said, but in arguments we often say things we don't mean. Give it some time between the two of you, I'm sure it will work out. [Pauses and sighs.] As for you leaving, I am more upset at the fact you did not tell me...I know there are times where you will want to go and help people, no matter how dangerous the situation or how those around you feel about that person. I would never plan to stop you from doing something you feel is right, but....a little warning would be nice so I'm not worried because you suddenly up and disappear on me....

Q: [Please please please don't.] [He'd comment that no, it won't because Duo isn't inclined to forgive that or dealing with the Master, but he'd rather not talk about Duo.] ...I'm sorry.

H: [He'll try not to, really.] [Duo is forbidden subject for now?].....It's fine Quatre....It just worries me every time I find out you've gone somewhere and I don't know where to....I know you don't want me to worry, but I do and I will in such situations....

Q: [Deal is more forbidden subject, but talking about either won't get much from Quatre now.] I'll try to let you know next time. [Quatre's all sorts of untalkative now, geez.]

H: [We'll leave them to be talked about at another time then.] I would appreciate it....[Heero does not like this untalkative Quatre- the silence that come with it is not the normal comfortable silence they share, it's awkward.]

Q: [Very doubtful they'll ever be talked about. At least the Master thing.] [Looking up and totally forcing a smile.] Janan told me she didn't have many problems for once. Are you two getting along or just avoiding each other?

H: [Doesn't mean Heero isn't going to try at a later time.] [He can see that smile is forced, and he kinda misses seeing the genuine smiles now kthx.] We've...reached a truce of sorts. We aren't going to try and tear each other apart limb by limb if we're in the same room at least....and she doesn't seem to glare at me as much...

Q: [Well, by all means, try, Heero. The most he'll get is the gist like everyone else: it was to help Rena.] That's good. I think she's accepting the fact you aren't going anywhere anytime soon. [They'll be around eventually. :<]

H: [He'll try, though if it's obvious Quatre doesn't want to say more he won't press for answers.] Good. It would have been awkward to have he dislike me the entire time I was here....[He wants to bring up that subject they were talking about in those comments....but he isn't sure how to.]

Q: [Well, if he stalks the right places, he'll find blatant information from Master that he was begged to rescue Akabane. DX] I don't think she would have; she just needs time to grow accustom to change. [Quatre can see he wants to talk about something, but he's afraid it'll just go back to their previous conversation.]

H: [He wants to try and get the answer from Quatre first >> Better to hear it from his friend than from a man he doesn't know.] I see...[And it kind of will so haha....how to breech such a subject?]

Q: [Mm, true. But Master did say it to someone else, so.] [Long awkward silence goes here.] ...I should go. [Dunno. Not like Quatre wants to talk about it.]

H: [Master did say it to someone else~....] ...I wouldn't mind if you stayed. Unless you have somewhere to be this late....[Lol stalling for time?]

Q: [Yes. "Quatre begged me to" or something close to that. Beg was in it.] [Small smile.] My bed might be a little upset I still haven't seen it yet, but I think it can stand to wait a little longer. [Lame joke, ftw. XD]

H: [That might just raise more questions.] If you would rather get some sleep, I can understand. Hm, though I can sympathize with the bed- you were greatly missed while you were gone. [Not that bad of a joke~ XD]

Q: [Oh, please don't aaask. Quatre will die; he cursed a lot when he saw it though.] [Look, Heero! Genuine smile.] You were, too. [G-god. He wants to hug Heero so badly right now.]

H: [We don't want Quatre to die D: He'll try to refrain from asking difficult questions?] [Oh good, he was really starting to miss those.] Good to know....And it's good to have you back home again. [A hug...sounds really nice right now.]

Q: [M-maybe. Quatre probably won't answer.] [Well, miss them no more~.] It's good to be back. [If he weren't sitting far away... :<]

H: [W-well...maybe he won't ask....depends] [Yay~] Things get quiet around here when you're gone you know...[Absent minded, easy conversation ftw?] [And he's not that far away, and see Heero has even scooted closer~ hugs can totally be possible.]

Q: [Absent minded, easy conversation is amazing right now~.] The maids' gossip isn't enough to sustain you? [Yaaay~]

H: [We'll keep up this conversation then.] Do you really expect me to keep up with their gossip? [Small laugh goes here?] I normally don't pay attention to rumor mills unless I'm looking for information.

Q: [Chuckle goes here~.] Is there any reliable information that can be gained from rumors?

H: [Amused grin] Yes, there is always some truth to every lie after all.

Q: [Smile~.] True, though I'm sure some people beg to differ.

H: [Sighs.] People will always deny anything that may show their true character. [Shrugs.]

Q: [Hm's in agreement and comfortable silence, yes?]

H: [Comfortable silence works~]

Q: [Well, Quatre is gonna lean against Heero now that's he close.]

H: [Comfortable silence can be filled with comfortable cuddle tiems?]

Q: [Oh, Gods, yespls. Quatre needs them.]

H: [He can have all he wants, they're free for the taking you know.]

Q: [Taking, then. Taking them all and cuddling tightly~.]

H: [Heero just hopes they help~ He'll keep giving them as long as Quatre keeps taking them.]

Q: [They do help; they help a lot, and Heero has no idea.] Thank you.

H: [Glad to hear it~] What are you thanking me for?

Q: [Tilts his head to look at Heero.] For this.

H: [Smiles lightly.] You don't have to thank me for this, Quatre.

Q: [Returns that smile.] I want to.

H: [Laughs lightly.] I suppose I should accept that thanks and say 'You're welcome" as always then?

Q: [Biiiiig smile.] Yes, I suppose so.

H: [Returns that smile~] Well, you're welcome then. [akjsdfnbkjb Why is so cute?...and Damn it why does Heero want to kiss him now?]

Q: [Oh, really big smile and have Quatre craning his neck and kissing Heero on the cheek since it's hard to reach his forehead.] [Because he's adorable, and they're so gay. XD]

H: [Heero likes seeing that smile. And oh hey have a kiss to the forehead, because lol Heero can reach Quatre's.] [Very adorable, and so gay but we still love them XD]

Q: [Aw~. Smiling and cuddling more.] Really, Heero...thank you. [Indeed. <3]

H: [<3. He'll return that smile, and more cuddles shall be given.] ...You're welcome, Quatre. [<3<3]

Q: [Quatre doesn't plan on letting go anytime soon. XD]

H: [Heero doesn't mind. He can stay as long as he wants XD]

Q: [His bed can stand to miss him one more night~.]

[ ooc: Sorry for spamming f-lists, guuuuyyyss. ]

Entry o2o: (no subject)

2008-05-22T01:00:59Z

I'm home.

If I weren't so exhausted, I might find the humor in my board of directors advising that I not take such extended leaves. As it were, they believe I've been leaving so much since the beginning of year for a woman of romantic interest. The majority of my house staff as well. A young man's folly, they both call it. My assistants and secretary found it humorous at least.

...There's work I should be doing. Fiscal plans, approving architectural propositions, discussing grants, scheduling visits to resource statellites. Plenty of meetings as well with other men of business, L4 representatives, Relena, too -- though she isn't much of business when it isn't an ESUN meeting or summit.

I'm just. Terribly exhausted.

[ Locked to the Master; unhackable ] Entry o19: Mr. Saxon.

2008-05-20T04:25:14Z

I...have a favor to ask of you. I know I have no right to, considering the last time we spoke I was somewhat hostile and we haven't been on any good terms since we've known each other.

But please, Akabane needs to be rescued. Very few members of the community can do the job, and you're the only one who even realized what had attacked him. I'm not asking you to rid of these Weeping Angels -- just simply find him and take him back to his proper time. Please, for Rena.

...I'm sure you could find something I can do in repayment.

[ ooc: ...I highly encourage bruising his pride even more. XD; ]

[ Locked from Rena, Akabane; unhackable ] Entry o18: Yet again, I'm fine.

2008-05-15T04:01:04Z

Honestly, you two worry too much. She isn't as dangerous as you like to think, and I am very capable of taking care of myself. Or have you forgotten? ...Though I do appreciate the concern. Just try not to be unreasonable.

And Duo, do contain your enthusiasm for being so argumentative. I can't keep an eye on you when it's trained on Rena instead.

I'll try to be home soon though, but I doubt I will be. We'll see.

[ ooc: Posted whenever he has the time with helping Rena. ]

[ RL Log ] Rena: so here we are again.

2008-05-12T18:40:00Z

Result of this post.

It was almost the same... Something had happened to Akabane, Rena was distressed, Apollo had been kind enough to take him, and there was in tight aching in his chest. Only this time, Rena seemed more liable to cause harm to someone, and there was no one to save. Quatre hoped it would remain that way. Akabane could be alive, too; and as much as Quatre hated the man, he hoped he was -- for Rena's sake, who he couldn't bear to see like this.

Breath hitching slightly as the pain sharpened, Quatre frowned when he saw the small redhead. "Rena?"

[ RL Log ] Heero: don't you love making your ears bleed?

2008-05-12T02:50:01Z

Quatre learned that Heero can't play any music for his life. Of course, he thinks otherwise because anyone can do anything. Thus Heero had a music lesson and much wincing followed.

Quatre: "Nonsense! Anyone can play!" [Cue Quatre dropping everything he's doing and dragging him to the music room.]

Heero: "Not everyone can play!" [cue internally flailing Heero, who knows he's not going to be able to play anything.]

Q: "Yes, they can!" [Don't worry, Heero. Quatre will keep his winces and grimaces as contained as possible.]

H: "...If you say so." [And thus Heero resigns himself to his fate of failing at music.]

Q: "I do!" [Big encouraging smile and Quatre being determined to teach him to play.]

H: "All right..." [Oh he's wincing at his own attempts- really, boy was just not meant to play, or so he thinks.]

Q: "A-ah, try again..." [Still smiling and pretending that the failed attempts don't hurt his ears.]

H: "..." [Sighs and gives it another try....at least it sounds a little better?]

Q: [Beams! Because it does.] "See, it just takes practice."

H: [A small grin, because hey he really didn't do that bad.] "...I guess it does..." [LOL still ttly not confident in the ability to play, but hey he can tinker out a few decent notes now.]

Q: [Leans a little against Heero, still smiling, of course.] "I remember when I first began to play the violin. My dying cat stage was awful, and it took me a month to find the right pressure." [Genius kid is genius.] "And even after, I still had moments of applying the wrong amount." [So see, Heero. Don't feel bad!]

H: [Aww leaning against him creates a cute image~] "Dying cat stage?" [ttly chuckling a bit.] "I think I might be in that stage for awhile." [Winces, there's a wrong note there.]

Q: [Aw~. <3] [His grimace was totally kept in, and Quatre will just smile.] "It just takes time and practice; you'll get it eventually."

H: [~<3] [The smiles encouraging, especially with the epic wrong notes he's hitting.] "Practice makes perfect, as the saying goes." [And he's going to stop playing for now, he doesn't want to make eardrums bleed.]

Q: [Nods. Quatre secretly appreciates that and is also very happy it's not the violin. Because dying cat stage is painful.] "And Heero Yuy is nothing less than perfect." [Ha ha, don't you love when he teases~.]

H: [Yeah, the dying cat stage is very very painful~][He's laughing slightly, because he could tell you were teasing there Quatre.] "Ah, but perfection can be overrated sometimes."

Q: [Totally grinning.] "Sometimes." [He doesn't think you're overrated, Heero~.]

H: [Grinning a bit as well.] [Nods. Companionable silence tiem?] [Ah but Heero isn't always perfect~ no one is.]

Q: [Yes, silent tiem. Have Quatre leaning against you more and resting his head on your shoulder, Heero.] [Nah, no one is. But as far as Quatre is concerned, the imperfections are what make a person perfect.]

H: [Well then~ Have an arm wrapped around you Quatre- it's more comfortable for the both of you that way~] [That...was an adorably cute and true sentiment right there.]

Q: [It's very comfortable -- makes him smile, too~.] [Hee, it is. And that's Quatre for you~.]

H: [Well good~ Glad to be able to make Quatre smile. Heero might be smiling a bit too.]

Q: [Quatre is totally tilting his head up to look and a-aw~.]

H: [And Heero chanced to look down right then too, smile still in place- a-aw]

Q: [That smile just got bigger.]

H: [Those damn smiles are contagious!] [Totally going to sit like that for a while~]

[ RL ] Norrington, Heero: Why, sir, you're a Pokeymans!

2008-05-05T18:54:09Z

Planned here.

[As it where, Quatre has given an early leave to the majority of the house staff -- at least those that don't live on the estate; the rest have been requested to remain in the staff wing until further notice. Miraculously, Quatre has managed this order without anyone seeing him. Which leaves the mansion relatively vacant, save the Pokémon.

Currently, the CEO turned Mesprit is levitating around his office, utterly agitated and with two flicking tails. Somewhere he can feel Heero's presence and thus, will know when his new guest arrives.]

Entry o17: What. Is this nonsense.

2008-05-04T16:43:20Z

A Pokémon? Of all the viruses the community could create, one that turns us into creatures? Lovely. Honestly, I adore animals, but to become one -- just...lovely. So completely and utterly ridiculous as well.

I. I can't go to a board meeting like this! I can't do anything! And I've missed so much already, and -- Heero, I'll need another favor of you. I'm sorry; I'm asking so much from you as of late.

Everything. It's different, too, and it's never been like this before...

Who decided to do this? Who?

[ ooc: Quatre is Mesprit! One of the Legendary trio, god of emotion. Nothing will really come of any of that power or title though, besides major amounts of empathy. And he's figured out how to use his um, "hands" and took to Edward's idea of using objects, too. He refuses to give into faster and hard-to-read typing because LOL, pride. ]

Entry o16: Simon.

2008-05-01T04:43:58Z

What would be a good reliever for severe pain? That's stronger than codeine, too.

And I apologize our conversation stopped rather suddenly. Work took up a bit of my time, and I forgot to reply back when I did have the time again.

Entry o15: Heero!

2008-04-26T06:06:34Z

You can stop worrying; I'm doing quite well now, and I should be returning to L4 late tomorrow night or early Monday morning. Have you been faring well? And getting along with Janan? [ Locked to Heero ] I'm sorry I'm not calling. I'm... I don't think I'm ready for face to face conversations just yet. But I'll be ready when I return home. [ /Locked ]

Entry o14: (no subject)

2008-04-13T01:18:39Z

Duo, Heero.

Have you two managed to avoid this virus? Does it even count as one?

[ ooc: Also, on semi-hiatus at the moment. ]

[ Locked to Simon ] Entry o13: (no subject)

2008-03-12T04:11:18Z

Simon...

Are you alright?

Entry o12: (no subject)

2008-03-09T23:18:09Z

I have the distinct feeling I'll be visiting Paris for a conference yet again. No doubt Nicolas Raffarin will be there too. Joy of all joys. At least a handful of other representatives I do enjoy speaking with will be there. And I won't be there for nothing either. On the other hand, I should be visiting Brussels to see Relena as well. So not everything is so terrible.

And Rena? I'm sorry for not continuing our conversation. Is everything going well now?

[ ooc: I have a few TL; DR things to write, and I know I said I would do them like yesterday and the day before. My brain just isn't properly functioning as of late; I'll get to them asap. Sorry, guys. ]: ]

[ RL Log ] Heero: the morning to follow.

2008-03-06T04:12:33Z

Following this. Nothing explicit but very much implied. Established now: he and Duo had oral sex sometime a few days ago. Who would've thought~!

Quatre: [Right, so: the morning after the crazytiem and snugglingtiem. Even though it's still snuggletiem. Not-so-ceiling Quatre is watching you, Heero. And smiling~. Because he looks peaceful...sorta, anyway.]

Heero: [Morning means waking up- huh a nice full sleep with no nightmares, how nice. Heero is awake now- being a morning person means waking up easily.] [Blinks and smiles when he sees Quatre is awake too.] ...Morning.

Q: [Quatre's mun does not understand this morning person thing. Or how Heero can wake up so easily.] [Smiles are good and have a wider one in return.] Morning... Sleep well? [He ttly knows the answer already.]

H: [Heero's mun does oddly enough...] Mmhm [Nods.] I did...[Is a little surprised at that fact, but hay actually sleeping was nice.]

Q: [She's clearly crazy~.] [Brushes a bang out of Heero's eyes. Oh, touchyfeely-ness...how wonderful it is.] Good... You look like you did too.

H: [Lies!] [djknfa Wonderful, and cute...It earns a smile.] Hm, how did you sleep? [Lol Did Quatre even sleep...?]

Q: [I would never lie!] [Verycuteindeed. He wants to touch agaaaaain too.] [Shrugs.] Well enough. [L-LOL. For like an hour~.]

H: [Is that the Duo muse talking? lol] [Heerowouldn'treallymind.] [LOL he's worried about how much sleep counts as enough- have a worried face.] Enough? [L-LOL Nice.]

Q: [Y'know, it might be... LOL.] [Well then~... Have a reassuring smile and Quatre stroking Heero's cheek.] Enough. [Oh, totally. But he needed time for the crazy to wear off, for him to realize it, and force it away. Sadly, sleep isn't exactly going to fix it magically. And it probably shows he hasn't slept much. LOLhecan'tliiiiiieee.]

H: [Still looking a bit worried.] You look tired Quatre...[LOL He can't lie~, Heero's only bringing it up out of concern.]

Q: [Still keeping the front of a reassuring smile and cheek-touching.] It's nothing. [Aw, Heero... <3 Don't worry. If he doesn't sleep in another hour, he'll nap at like five and not wake up until morning.]

H: [Sighs and nods, giving a small smile. It's not like he'll get Quatre to say anything other than "It's nothing" and "I'm fine" anyway.] If you're tired, rest all right? [He can't help but worry...]

Q: [Stops stroking his cheek.] I will, Heero. [Aw, Heeerooo~ <3 He'ssosweet~]

H: [Aw, he misses that touch- he's going to replace it with a loose hug...and running his hand up and down Quatre's back.] Good. [His smile is a pleased one~]

Q: [H-he he, yeah~. Running a hand along his back is good~.] [Hugs back, though tighter than Heero's embrace.] Heero?

H: [:D Yeah~ He'll continue doing that then.] Hm? Yes?

Q: [Oh, good~! Quatres like it. A lot~.] [Speaks softly.] ...Thank you. For last night.

H: [ Oh good~! ] You don't have to thank me for that. [Small smile.] But you're welcome...

Q: [Is totally not pulling away from this touching.] [Small, unsteady smile. Continues with a soft voice.] ...How bad was it? [He vaguely recalls being confusing, but all the Wonderland loops he does remember. It just makes sense to him still. XD;]

H: [Heero's all too willing to keep giving the touch~] It wasn't bad, confusing at times, but not bad...[Because really, considering the last crazy tiem, Heero likes Wonderland loops just fine.]

Q: [Small sigh of relief and tilts his head to look at Heero.] Circular logic, hm? [Smiles a little.] I suppose that's good then... [NOTRLY. But y'know.] [Between trying to kill Heero and then just being a sobbing mess, yeah, I would imagine he likes the loops a whole lot better. Maybe another crazytiem like it will get him out of the box~.]

H: [Nods.] It was very circular...[Pauses] I was getting used to them, actually. [Yeaaah loops are a lot better when compared to that. Another crazytiem might get him out of the box~.]

Q: You were? [Curious look.] [Hopefully, the next crazytiem won't be when he and River meet in person. That won't be a good crazytiem, especially on Heero. D: ]

H: [Nods and smiles.] I was. [Oh lord, that will not be a good crazytiem D:]

Q: Ah--oh... [Blushes and smiles.] I was...easier to understand with time? [D: No... I've been thinking about "mine is an evil laughter" Quatre though. |D; ]

H: After a little time, yes you were easier to understand. [D: "Mine is an evil laughter" Quatre? Oh noes~]

Q: [Nods.] Then...not as bad as last time... [Or the time before. But ttly not saying that out loud.] [Don't "oh noes!" Bastard Quatre can be a lovely Quatre.]

H: Yes, not as bad as last time...[He can tell you're thinking it though~ But we're not going to talk about that.] [L-LOL You have a point...]

Q: [Silent for a few moments then shifts.] We should probably...ah... [Should probably get out of bed. But he doesn't want to.] [Mine is an evil laughter...I will find a way for this to work.]

H: Ah...[Starts to pull away....He doesn't want to.] I guess we should... [Hahaha have fun with that ]

Q: [L-LOL. Split second decision: it'll be okay to be a brat rite nao~.] [Pulls Heero back and presses against him.] Should...but let's not. [This'll probably make things awkward later.]

H: [L-LOL Nice~ Being a brat is fine nao.] [Chuckles lightly.] All right...[It probably will, but right now it's perfectly fine.]

Q: [Gives Heero a curious but also slightly bratty look.] ...What? [Ugh, they're so cute.]

H: [Shakes head and smiles.] Nothing. [Ugh they are >> Imightgetcavities...]

Q: [Pauses then smiles.] Alright. [Moar pressing against Heero~] [Ialreadyhavesome... D:]

H: [That whole pressing against eachother thing is going to make things really awkward later- Heero realizes this, but he can't bring himself to care when it's actually happening...stupidboy.] [Imighthavesometoo...D: ]

Q: [True, true... Both to blame. Onlyslightly? Withallthatpressingagainst? Surprising~.] [I think Kink Meme is already getting to me. lulz.]

H: [Both to blame indeed. Okaymorethanslightly...atleastit'sjustpressingagainst~] [Lulz you aren't the only one...]

Q: [Indeed. Iguessitcan'tbethatawkward. Theyareboys,andtheyhavemadeoutonceortwice.] [lulz. And Duo is ttly jealous, btw.]

H: [lol. Yeaahh Havingseveralpreviousmakeouts, thisreallyisn'tanything...] [lulz. Sorry Duo?]

Q: [Notanythingreally... Theyjusthavetoremembernottorub,LOL.] [He wants in on this next tiem~. XD]

H: [LOL let'shopetheyrememberthatthen.] [XD I'll be sure to remember for the next tiem then.]

Q: [Ikindadon'twantthemtoremember.] [XD He says thank you~.]

H: [Wouldn'tthatmakethingsmoarawkward? D: Iblameitonthekinkmemetiem, eventhoughIreallywantittoo.] [XD Well he's very welcome then~]

Q: [Muchmoarawkward. Wemustn'tgiveintothekinkmeme! Eventhoughit'dbesohot.]

H: [Waymoarawkward. Butthekinkmemecallsforsacrifices! Itwouldberatherhot....]

Q: [You'renothelping!]

H: [IknowI'mnot~]

Q: [Don'tmakemegivein! D:]

H: [Whynot? :D Thoughitmightnotbegoodforawkwardlevels...]

Q: [Inthatcase, have Quatre initiate kissing and sum rubbing against Heero. Even if it's the morning and they haven't brushed teeth. L-LOL.] [For the record, this is ALL HEERO-MUN'S FAULT.]

H: [ajdnajl Oh screw the fact it's morning and they haven't brushed teeth L-LOL. While awkwardness may come from it- Heero's not going to complain right nao kthx, he'll participate.] [ITISNOT I didn't think you'd actually do it XD]

Q: [o hay. Sum discrete sexing goes here?] [fklgjkldfs AREYOUKIDDING? I am a weak-willed woman and in the face of Kink Meme. IT'SNOTHARDTOSWAYMEEITHER.]

H: [o hay sure why not?] [ajkdncjak NO! Okay...so I was kinda hoping you'd cave XD YOUNEEDTOBUILDARESISTANCE!! L-LOL]

Q: [o gud. Sum sexing then. LOLcomingintheirpants~.] [sldfksl; WELLCONGRATS. I DID. SDKLFSKDJFSK BUTIT'SSOHARD. ...LULZ]

H: [Oh lord. WELLNOWthat'sgoingtoleadtosomeawkwardnessrighthar.] [zkjdncvaslkj LOLYAY? I'MSORRYBBY :< ]

Q: [LOLIimagineso~. But it's tasty awkwardness. That Quatre is ttly going to pretend he wasn't stupid enough to cause later~.] [sld;kfskdljl IFORGIVEYOU.]

H: [LOL Hm indeed it is tasty awkwardness. And Heero's going to have to play that game with him- and pretend he wasn't stupid enough to just go along with it.] [ajdncfejrf <3<3]

Q: [This requires thinking if it counts as breaking a promise or if Duo got somewhere before now... But yes, pretend.] [sdkfjks <33]

H: [Well now, that's some thinking to do...] [aklcnm I really shouldn't enjoy this as much as I am.]

Q: [...Quatre would die if it counts as promise-breaking. MaybeDuodidgivehimablowafewdaysago?] [djfdsjkhj what? Thesexandmoarfuckedupness?]

H: [ Well we don't want him to die D: Thatseemstobethebestoptionhere...] [adjnjejk r yes!Ireallyshouldn'tenjoyitasmuchasIdo...]

Q: [LULZ. "Well, I blew him before ya~." Settled then.] [sdklfjskl saaaame. Butit'sjustso...solovelyinsometerribleway. <3]

H: [LULZ. Settled. :D] [asjfnwjkea Itissoverylovelyinthatawkwardlyterribleway <3]

Q: [Because my hormones are hitting the roof, all I can give is "INDEED."]

[ RL Log ] Heero: Heero in Wonderland~!

2008-03-04T05:32:38Z

The same night -- or rather, morning -- as Duo and Heero's midnight snack tiem. Some time after, to be exact. Duo's most likely gone to his room to catch the sleep Heero can't. Poor Heero, however, runs into a crazytiem Quatre. All based around Wonderland because of the Cheshire Cat's appearance and a conversation with River. Really, she's the reason he's gone crazy for a brief moment again.

Quatre: [o hello thar, Quatre. Up late as per usual, I see. You need to work on not working. And oh, you're lookin' a little glassy-eyed theerrreee...]

Heero: [Hay there Heero- sleep thing still not working for ya? Might as well see if there's a Quatre to bother. And there he is~] Quatre?

Q: [Might not want to bother this Quatre...] [Looks at him but appears more like he's looking behind Heero. Smiles.] Given the call.

H: [Oh well the bothering as started~ cannot be stopped] [ Heero can tell something is off- he isn't liking this.] What call?

Q: [It'sallRiver'sfault!] [Focuses on Heero, looking a little confused. He swears he isn't the one talking in broken imagery here.] You did.

H: [River'sfaultisit?] [Well now Heero's confused on that one.] I did? [See boy's lost here.]

Q: [Yes,River's. Shedidit!] [Still looks confused.] Yes, called unique symbol. [lulz. Names are not unique to humans. Dolphins use them too, tru fax. Heero would know this?]

H: [Heero knows this, and things make sense.] Ah, that I did...Is everything alright Quatre. [He can see it's crazy time now...]

Q: [Smiles.] Yes, spoke with the Dormouse and followed the Rabbit. Haven't found the Caterpillar yet. [SRYHEERO. Crazy tiem makes fun tiem though? :'D;]

H: The...Dormouse and Rabbit? [Heero wonders why this sounds so familiar now...] [True~Crazy tiem can make for fun tiem, Heerojustdoesn'tthinksonormally.]

Q: Not struggling with syllables and function, Heero. [It sounds familiar?] [Idon'tblamehim. But at least Quatre isn't a crying and screaming mess this time~!]

H: I can see that...[Oh I'm sure he's heard of the characters of the Rabbit and whatnot before, he's just trying to think of where and when he heard of them last.] [So true, this crazy tiem is better.]

Q: [Clearly looks amused.] Slide down the pendulum of the grandfather clock very fast, found the White King. [He's teasing you again, Heero. Takeseverythingliterally,LOL.] [Much better indeed! Clearly it depends on what's going on that will affect his crazy tiem.]

H: [djksanfc Heero doesn't like this teasing.] Wonderland... [And the references are starting to make a bit of sense, about time- sillyboytakesthingstooliterally LOL.] [Oh joy, this is going to be fun.]

Q: [Smiles. Now, Heero's getting it. He's convinced he's the one making sense here and that Heero is the one that's off though.] Land of blurred mathematics and language. Has strange manners too. Cheshire Cat knows it best though. [LOLhedoes. Crazy tiem should help him think less in a line though?] [>D]

H: [And Heero is convinced of the complete opposite.] Chesire Cat makes no sense. He speaks in riddles and circular logic, where a line would be clearer. [Heero likes hs lines though D: Damn it all.]

Q: [They're both partially right here.] [Laughs.] Speaks in circular knowledge to fool you and fell for it. Only meant to make sense to him -- [Thus why the Cat knows Wonderland best.] -- and likes to baffle. [Him and Simon...Quatre is bent on getting them to jump outside the box once and a while though.]

H: [djnfa Don't laugh~] Why can't a line be drawn to cut through the circles? [Because srsly he dislikes these riddles D: ] Or am I meant to play the fool here? [That box is one Heero's comfortable in, he needs a damn good reason to jump out of it~]

Q: [Frowns.] Don't have to play the fool, can create Cheshire smiles if you wish. Just shouldn't let the Crocodile pour the waters of the Nile on every golden scale. [Quatre doesn't care. He will drag him out if he has to.]

H: It seems rather hard when the logic does not meet- they are far too different as they are...[Have fun trying to do that~]

Q: Logic does not exist. [Tilts his head a little, smiling.] Circular knowledge is nonsensicalness and nothingness. [You should have lurked his conversation with the Cheshire Cat, Heero. Quatre called him out on just talking batshit nothing.] [He will~.]

H: Circular knowledge is nothing but talking in circles then? Saying nothing, leading the other around in an endless game. [Should have lurked- darn missed that one.] [Looking forward to that~]

Q: [Do you see that smile? That's a "I'm proud of you~!" smile.] [It's still somewhere~.]

H: [Well, he wasn't expecting to earn that kind of smile just yet, but hey he's not complaining and he's giving a small grin of his own now~] [I'll have to find it lol]

Q: [Hums a little and plays with the petals of a flower in one of those ornate vase decorations.] Think Duo was exposed to mercury too much. [Cat's introduction a couple pages back. Shouldn't be hard to miss.]

H: [Why is humming-playing-with-petals!Quatre oddly adorable?] Hn, too much mercury? [Got it ]

Q: [Because it is? <3] [Smiles.] Ten shillings, six pence. Can't remove the tag because he forgets it's there. Not sure if that would make him mad though. [Oh, look. A pun on mad just like the Mad Hatter.]

H: [It is <3<3] Can one not be reminded of the tag? Madness...We are all considered mad at some time. [Such a lovely pun it was.]

Q: [Looks at Heero, clearly curious and excepting elaboration.]

H: [Elaboration? Why ever would you want that?] Madness is a matter of opinion with some. You may not think yourself mad, but others will judge you to be so. Madness is not meant to be defined and locked to a person. [Pauses] You didn't answer...if one was able to be reminded of the tags that are there...Do they have to remember for themselves?

Q: [Small smile. That elaboration makes him feel better about what he knows is there; that some people do think he's right mad.] [Looks back down at the flowers and plays with the petals again, silent for a long moment.] Should be reminded for that reason, must make the choice if they wish to be.

H: [Have a moment of silent thinking :D] It can be a hard choice to make at times. One will remember eventually, when the time is right for them...

Q: [Looks back up at him.] Sometimes doesn't seem like the grandfather clock is right. [And talks somewhat rapidly, to get the affect of people forcing you to make a choice.] Hands push and force to the minutes, leave you staring at a moment you had been running from or waiting for-- [Smiles again, voice taking on a normal pace.] But the force of hands don't come without reason, and it ends up being the right time anyway.

H: Is the force of hands needed now? [Looks somewhat curious.] Or can the minutes continue at their own pace?

Q: Can continue at their own pace. [Reaches for Heero's hand, taking it.] But sometimes the force of hands can't be helped, -- [And pulls Heero to him.] --and the minutes are pulled forward.

H: [Well that pull forward was a bit of a surprise.] A pull forward, bring the minutes to the time it needs to be? [He has no idea where this conversation is heading now...]

Q: [Smiles, taking Heero's other hand too and brushes his lips against Heero's forehead.] Yes, to the time that you run from. [Neither does Quatre's mun.]

H: The time that I run from? [Have a confused Heero- he doesn't know how they ended up here.] [Heero's mun is wondering how this is going to go.]

Q: [Pauses, looking confused himself then smiles again.] Didn't really mean you... Did run one time though. [Likewise.]

H: [Pauses for a moment, long stretch of silence is long.] Is there a time you run from now? [Haha oh curiosity. It will kill Heero one day.]

Q: [That smile dropped pretty damn fast. If Heero missed it, there's Quatre letting go of his hands and turning away too.] [Indeed. He's worse than a cat, man.]

H: [Frowns, that was not a good reaction.] Quatre...[He's just going to keep pushing for a direct answer now.] [His level of curiosity is over 9000.]

Q: [Playing with flower petals again and no, he's not answering you, Heero.] [Heero, you're so stupid. That's just going to make an uninhibited and childish Quatre worse.] [Boy needs to stop breaking the readings already.]

H: [Sighs. This won't be getting anywhere if Quatre doesn't answer.] [Places his hand over one of Quatre's.] We all run from something but...You do not need to answer if you don't want to. [But breaking the readings is what he does- then he realizes he fucked up and he back pedals to do damage control XD]

Q: [Stares at Heero's hand on his for a long moment and then looks at Heero, hiding his gaze behind his bangs.] Don't want, have enough heart ache not my own to deal with. [That probably sounds bratty and uncharacteristic, but he really means it in a "I just don't want to hurt anymore right now" way.] [XD Obviously. At least he does pretty well with damage control.]

H: [Nods in understanding, giving Quatre's hand a squeeze before letting it go and drawing his own hand back.] Then I won't push for an answer...[XD Boy's still curious, he just can't demand an answer now.]

Q: [Raises his head more and smiles, practically lighting up like a Christmas tree.] Thank you, Heero. [XD Need more tact.]

H: [Quatre would make quite the adorable Christmas tree.] You don't need to- [Sighs, he knows what the response that statement will be by now.] ...You're welcome, Quatre. [Heero, unfortunately, is very blunt and straightforward in these matters-tact doesn't exist.]

Q: [Yes, he would~...] [Laughs and leans forward, kissing Heero's cheek.] Learning now. [Yes, so everyone is very much aware of. He needs a few pointers is all.]

H: [Laughs lightly.] I would say it took me long enough to learn- it shouldn't have. [Find someone willing to give those pointers plzkthx.]

Q: [Smiiiiles~!] Ajal. [Form of "yes" in Arabic~.] Better late than never. [Not crazy!Quatre? Or Duo maybe. He can be tactful sometimes, hard to believe as it is.]

H: [Damn that smile of Quatre's can light up a room- and make Heero get a smile of his own yet again.] [Companionable silence is go?] [ One of the two, boy just needs help D: ]

Q: [It can! Especially that one smile from Episode Zero--omgsocute. S'even cuter with Heero~.] [Companionable silence is go~! But here, have a kiss on the cheek. Which I don't think he's given in a while for the sake of kissing Heero.] [D: Indeed... Maybe they both can help.]

H: [s adsj omgsocuteindeed.] [Well hey that kiss on the cheek is more than welcome ] [Yes~ the more the merrier?]

Q: [He needs an icon for that now. Plus more brat face~] [ttly still smiling.] Look best when you smile. [Okay, maybe silence is not go?]

H: [Icon is needed~!] The same could be said for you. [Soft smile goes here.] I like when you smile. [Silence is not go indeed.]

Q: [D-d'aw~! He's blushing.] Will remember to smile more often then. [I still have no idea where Quatre is leading this though.]

H: [Still ttly smiling.] Good to hear. [It would be nice to know where Quatre is leading this XD]

Q: You should remember more too. [Holyshit, proper sentence syntax! Probably will be gone next tag though.] [It would. He's just guiding the blind right now though. It'sbadwhenyourownmusebafflesyou.]

H: [Nods.] I'll be sure to remember then. [Then we shall continue to follow blindly. Itcouldbebad,butit'sfuntooLOL.]

Q: [Smiles. Sorta like "I'm proud of you" again.] Good. [And here, he starts babbling. Feel free to just stare, Heero. Or shut him up.] Don't become pedantic in curiosity though. Can lead to nonsensical answers and leave you reciting crocodiles and lobsters. Scales and teeth, belt and buttons. White King is steady ground, better than the Knight who can't unsteady and slides on cards. Better left out Wonderland altogether though. Monarchs of false kardia exemplify childishness and strange equations. [InowknowhowRiver-munfeels.]

H: [This babbling has Heero confused- He's kind of staring kthx. Srsly though, if babbling continues he'll need a method to shut him up.] [He's kind of speechless after that :D ] [YeahImustimagineit'ssimilar]

Q: [Quatre is ttly not noticing Heero's staring. Sane, he would and would laugh for thinking out loud. Not so much here.] Strange polygons and stranger equations. Never make sense, even if you start from the end or remove numbers and add others. Doesn't sum up or down, runs though. Off the charts and down formulas. Cheshire Cat knows the equations, calculates without looking. Jabberwock is the symbol though. 'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves... [He's going from babbling to poem reciting. Lovely.] [LOLshe'sagoodteacherthough.]

H: [sjbfaljdk There has to be a way to end this madness.] Quatre? [Boy is lost on how to stop the babbling D: He's hoping trying to get his attention will work~] [LOLohsoverytrue]

Q: [Stops mid-reciting of a line and looks at Heero, looking very curious, of course.] 'Na-am? [LOL, another "yes" in Arabic.] [It works, of course! He's not completely oblivious here. Babbling must've been getting really confusing though.]

H: [Thank goodness- That babbling was rather confusing if you're having difficulty following.] You...lost me. [At least he looks sheepish about not being about to follow the babble.]

Q: [Looks surprised then laughs. Even crazy, he think it's cute~.] Easy to become lost in Wonderland. Odd houses, talking door knobs, snaking paths. Could go any way but doesn't matter. Can't find the proper path to get to a specific somewhere. Will lead somewhere if you walk long enough though. But listen. [And more babbling and back to poem reciting.]

H: [Oh joy~ Babbling and poems! Maybe Heero can actually make an attempt to follow this time.] We're going in circles again. Is there a destination you want us to get to? Will circles lead there? [Oh poor boy is still confused...]

Q: [Smiles.] Circles lead nowhere, unless you want them to. Circular logic baffles, only has meaning if you look for it. [That is a yes but a no, circles will not get us there.] [I think both the muns are getting a little lost too...lulz.]

H: [Frowns, looking very confused.] Where do you want this to lead? If anywhere...[Both muns are a little lost lulz XD]

Q: Would like to stand on the wabe... [There are about five hundred different things the wabe represents here. OHBOY.] [XD Indeed. I'm finding my way though.]

H: Then why don't you? [He has no idea what all the wabe can represent. OHBOYINDEED.] [XD Glad you aren't entirely lost then~]

Q: [Smiles, a little sadly.] Stuck in a gyre. [He needs to figure out what a wabe is first to even think of what it could represent.] [8D; I know what he's talking about. Where he's going with it, not so much.]

H: Gyre- a gyroscope? Isn't that the same as traveling in circles? [Oh lol, Heero is going to have a hard time with this.] [8D; Hurray!]

Q: [Fa la la, is side-looking at the walls.] Spinning and spinning, ajal. Stuck in vortexes of wind and ocean. [He can do it! The boy's a genius, after all.]

H: [Are the walls really so interesting?] The wind and ocean can only spin so long. You find a place to hold onto until the ground is no longer spiralling. [Genius doesn't help much when the conversation takes odd turns he isn't expecting and can't follow so easily. D: ]

Q: [Not really~.] [Looks at Heero, somewhat surprised and then smiles. But not really because of the hopeful meaning.] No longer a piece of marble. Still the King though. [D: Well...no. But it means he has the ability, so that has to mean something.]

H: [Heero hopes that smile means he's said something right~] Marble and Kings are held high, but they are just important names given to normal things...[ D: It must mean something....]

Q: [More like he said it right~. He's finally starting to speak in Riverese/Quatrese.] [Frowns in a very annoyed fashion but not with Heero. Pace of his speech speeds up.] How many can forget the names? Marble and Kings, just rock and man. Structures won't move and change, always have to look for the import title. Never see past it to find something different or simple. Don't simplify the equation and leave you with more numbers than you want. [Knowing the literature might help too? L-LOL. And uh, sorry for more babbling. It'showQuatrefeels. :<]

H: [About damn time.] Names are easy to forget...Titles are nothing to be ruled by. They all mean nothing in the end of things. [Haha Knowing the literature helps. I don't mind the babbling all that much really~] People just want to judge, but they forget the names as time goes on.

Q: [No kidding.] [Shakes his head.] Don't want to judge, have no judgement. Just see and assume thoughtlessly. [Softly.] Don't forget. [Maybe it'd be be best to just shut him up and get him to rest now. XD;]

H: They need to learn not to assume...[Sighs.] [It might be best for both of them to get some rest.] It's late...[End of topic is go!]

Q: [Briefly, looks hurt that the topic is ending. Maybe Heero caught it before he shifted into an unreadable expression and body language.] Not as though you'll let the smoke from the hookah lull you.

H: [Oh he caught it, he just doesn't know what to do about it.]....Quatre, you really should go and get some rest. [And he ttly doesn't want to comment on what Quatre said- knowing them it would lead to another odd discussion.]

Q: Hookah smoke and twisted lullabies. Should but don't feel like falling alone. [Y'know, he did want you to come lay with him, Heero. Now, he just feels dismissed and all "forget you too."] [Very odd discussion.]

H: I could...go with you. If you would want me to...[ He was actually going to suggest that any~ He would never dismiss Quatre like that D: ] [Oh so very odd.]

Q: [Have a silent, regarding you somewhat coolly Quatre.] [D: His mun knows this; Quatre, in his current frame of mind, doesn't. He'll feel very silly when he realizes it later though.] [It'd probably go from hookahs to God knows what. XD Maybe they'd actually get off Wonderland though.]

H: [Silent Quatre is making Heero think that suggestion was a bad idea :/ ] [D: This mun thinks that this whole situation has things topsy-turvey and awkward.] [ Haha one would hope it would eventually stray from Wonderland~]

Q: Can't end anything until you let the smoke lull you then. [It wasn't a bad idea~. Quatre's just being an unchecked brat at the moment. And yes, very topsy-turvey. Butit'ssofun~] [L-LOL, maybe it will?]

H: Let the smoke lull me? I can try.... [Well as long as it's just Quatre being a brat~ XD Itissomuchfun!] [We can hope? XD]

Q: Will try. [You have no choice is this matter, Heero. lulz.] [XD It is, no worries. A crazy Quatre is a Quatre more liable to be subtly mean when he feels wronged is all~.] [Guess so~]

H: [Laughs.] All right, will try. [He's realized there is no choice- he wasn't really expecting one anyway.] [XD Good to know~]

Q: [Oh, look. You got him to smile, Heero~. A little anyway.] Good. [Takes Heero's hand and leads the way to his room. He really leaves no choice in a matter.]

H: [Heero has resigned himself to the fact he has no choice- not that he can really complain, considering he offered to go wth Quatre in the first place.] [Being pulled to Quatre's room tiem goes here~!]

Q: [Usually should when Quatre is involved. Boy is an unstoppable force.] [Crawling under the covers tiem goes here?]

H: [Oh so true. Very unstoppable when he wants to be.] [Getting comfy tiems~ :D]

Q: [Indeed. He might slow down for Heero though.] [Snuggle tiem goes here too~. And some muffled nonsense.]

H: [Meh Heero can handle it- no need to slow down XD damnthatsoundsdirty] [Oh yeah snuggles! And what was that nonsense?]

Q: [LOL, he won't be slowing down then~. LOLyou'redirty~ <3] ["Knew in the morning, changed several times since." He's still fixated on the Caterpillar, it seems.]

H: [LOL Good. shutupit'snotmyfault~<3] [Fixated on the Caterpillar indeed.] Hm? [Ttly confused by that nonsense though...He tried to decipher it, but poor boy is actually feeling the need to sleep catch up to him.]

Q: [LOLIknowyou'renotblamingme~ <3] [Quatre can see the need for sleep. So smiles and shakes his head.] Fall into the smoke.

H: [LOLNo,thoughIswearyoucausesomeofit~<3] [Have a tired nod, a mumbled "Good night," an a small smile before he gives into that tempting smoke.]

Q: [LOLI'msorryIjustcan'thelpit~ <3] [And Quatre is content to smile, snuggle a sleeping Heero, and make sure he really gets a good night's sleep.]

H: [LOLIwouldn'thaveitanyotherwaydear~<3] [Oh let's hope this is one of those rare nights without one of Heero's damn nightmares...that would not be fun right now.]

Q: [D'aw... <333] [D: Yes, let's have no nightmares. That would be bad, because I'm sure a crazy Quatre would make it more worse than better.]

H: [<333] [Yes no nightmares tonight- though I'm sure he'll witness one eventually.]

Q: [D: We can save that for a night where he's more capable of helping and comforting though, because I fear for Heero's mental health if he has to deal with it any other way. So we shall leave it here~?]

H: [D: Yes we'll save it for a night with nice, comforting and helping Quatre- because I do fear for Heero otherwise~ And so yes, we shall leave it here.]

[ ooc ] Meme.

2008-03-01T05:14:24Z

I feel like writing TL; DR about Quatre, but I don't think I should until I start/finish my re-watch of Wing. SO. Since he missed the relationship meme a while back and it doesn't require much analysis of canon, let's have at it! Comment and I'll give you as much TL; DR on what Quatre thinks of your character(s) as I can. :Db

DOIT.